I was cleaning the other day. Shocking I know. It’s so much
easier to blind myself to the clutter, but there I was going through my archeological
dig-the papers get older the farther down in the pile. It was strangely
productive.
A small selection of Found Treasures |
While going through a cabinet and throwing out random stuff that I
kept for no reason that I can fathom at this time, I found actually important
pieces of writing that I thought I had lost many computer crashes ago- along
the vast expanse of time. Treasure-I found treasures! These printed documents
were like ten years old. I read them with new eyes. Some of them were
surprisingly okay. I could see where I was going. I liked the plots and themes.
Sometimes we need a little distance from our creative projects to truly see
them. I remember thinking that I suck, but I kept at it. A lesson I should keep for myself today. Keep moving forward even if they are minute baby steps.
An Outline for Planning Journal |
I am now rejuvenated, and as I pick a written treasure to
work on, I am inspired by my younger self. She was living in a home of young
boys and she wrote the beginnings of novels. She was sending out articles to
magazines. She actually was paid for the publication of some of them.-all this
in the mind-numbing chaos of homeschooling boys aged from 7 to 12. So my
telling myself I don’t have time to be creative or write or sculpt is just an
excuse that I make up to tell myself. An excuse I use to allow the day to day to impact me. I allow my time to be swallowed by the daily grind. I have chosen to be passive. No more! I will take the baby steps-a new one each and every day.
Werewolf Novel Outline-New |
Map for Fantasy Novel |
You see the found treasures were not just the documents, but
a look back on the motivated woman that I used to be and a drive to find her
again.